I just wanna escape
Leave out of this place
its the reason some people get based
get drunk - smoke L's to the face
it's just they don't wanna face
the struggles and the hustles of every day
and the same holds true for me
so I sit down and pray...
entering lands of rhymes
This is the diary of my life and times
How I wish I could rewind
Back to Yesterday and be purified
Mass attention wish was mine
Can't lie Lord I die sometimes
Please send a sign
One miracle, I know I'm blind
these are songs of a sinful man
With a broken nature tryna understand
Finding comfort in experimental land
Video game thoughts - cartridge in
I blew it ... again and again
Scratched up disk, wipe the fingerprints
The world seems to have a hold on me
24-7 how I wish to be free
Society I don't seem to fit with
I know I'm called to live in the spirit
But it seems like only through lyrics
Do I experience my transcendence
I don't think people comprehend it
That's why major audiences won't accept it
My marketing strategy is make more verses
More art - More pictures - But is it working?...
I don't know God, I need your grace
Help me to see the true light of your face
Punch line rhymes are cool, OK
But this is where I come to talk to he
I'm thinking how can I be?
Accepted, finally feel complete
Every project before was a cry out man don't you see?
When I was like come to Pandora
I needed that backpack map like Dora
To point me to a place of peaceful aura
Where I can rebuild and get my life back in order
I think I found it now... Kinda - Sorta
I just realized I can't escape we suffer
I now offer it up to my God for the
Holiness of all mankind I'm former
-ly known as the angry boy
Who really envisioned himself in his toys
And cartoons and comic books cuz he wanted to deploy
Fly away with superpowers and save the day
I gotta admit at my early age
I was jealous of Christ why couldn't it be me?
I wanna save, and I wanna make everything right for all human beings
I've always craved being invincible hence DBZ
and Wolverine
... This is my Creed
I promise I'm tryna be the best I can be
But I can't be
Unless your will is done in me
Not worthy that you should enter under my roof cuz there's still darkness in me
I still lust, and sometimes don't trust
In your will although I know I must
And I still fuss about silly nonsense
Patience is a virtue but I just rush
I want to crush - head of the serpent and such
I've always craved eternal peace but I need you as my crutch
I haven't really had the best of luck
But...
Your grace is enough

Lord do whatever it takes to make me a Saint.